Looking Back....

Looking back at all the unhappy things that happened, I think it's about time for me to leave them all behind and move on with my life. I've learnt & grown alot for the past 2 years. Many many things had happened and words cannot describe all. There were sad memories but there were also happy ones. As an optimistic person, I decided to leave behind the sad ones and just keep the good ones. Have I regretted my decisions? No, I never regretted anything I did for the past 2 years. My only regrets were the people that were hurt by my immature behaviours or actions. I dare not say that I have grown to be more mature but all these have changed my thinking. I now look at things differently. Maybe this is what you call mid-life crisis. It took me 31 years to realize what kind of person I am and what kind of life I wanna have. There are many people that I should also thank. It is them who "forced" me to become what I am today. I also realized that hating a person will not make you happy. The person you hate will also not suffer because of your hatred. I always believe in retribution. All will be punished for their sins. It's a matter of when their retribution will come. I shall now move on and wait to see those who have done me wrong to get their retributions. I shall also await my retribution for the sins I have committed.