M5 Exam (03 July 2009)

Been busy for the past week studying for my M5 exam. Been wanting to take it during my A days but didn't had the time to do so. Since I am on my 2nd job in the Insurance industry, thought I should get my certified in this area. Decided to take M5 first cause friends told me it was an easier paper. Though I got the book few weeks ago but I never really got to really studying it. I only managed to start studying on Monday when my exam was on Friday. Wanted to study in the office but didn't had much time to do so cause was busy with reports again. I even went to watch the movie Transformers with come frens on Wednesday. It was tough for me as I hadn't been studying for the past 7-8 years. With the help of mock papers + some last minute studying, I eventually managed to pass the paper. Many thanks for all my frens' encouragement. After a stressful week, decided to reward myself with a nice dinner with frens at AMK. We went to eat my fav hokkien mee & also had satays. It was a sinful but delicious dinner. After dinner, we walked back to AMK Hub for some shopping + desserts @ MOF. I was pretty tired & sleepy by the time I went home as I had stayed up till 2am to study the day before. I am gonna take a short break before signing up for the next paper which most likely gonna M9.

Happy Birthday to Daphne

This post is a bit late but I still wanna wish our "rabbit" sista Daphne Happy 30th Birthday on 27 June 2009. Some of us were at her birthday party @ NSRCC yesterday and we had a great time. It's great to see that she is a cheerful & bubbly 30 year old who is going to be a mummy soon. I hope she had an enjoyable birthday and am looking forward to her baby shower.

Can You Keep A Secret???

A friend told me recently that I shouldn't be telling one of our mutual gal friend secrets cause we all knew that she doesn't keep secrets. He said that I should know that cause she has been telling everyone about other people's secrets. I admitted that I knew it all along so I never really wanted to share with her my secrets. Even some things she think she knew, I also won't tell her. But I never expect her to be so terrible that she can even start to telling the whole world even it's just a small thing. I guess she needs alot of attention and by sharing other's stuff, she gets the attention she wanted. I cannot understand why there are such people around. Why can't they respect a person's privacy? It has made me come to a point where I do not know who I can trust. I am worried that they start sharing my secrets with others. Now I try to be careful with the things I share with friends. One of friend ever said:"A secret is never meant to be kept. And if it is really a secret, then you should not even tell anyone about it." I am starting to think that he is right to a certain extent. Maybe there are times that you cannot share your own secrets, so you start to share your friend's secrets. I may done it unknowingly at times too. Think I must also reflect on my own behaviour before I can comment on others. To make things worse, besides telling others about your secrets, there are some who added their own "spice" to make it more interesting. At the end of the day, the stuff were not even the same as what you told her. I wonder how long such people can survive in the society. Your creditworthiness would be all used up in a short period of time. Like I always say, earn your own trust & respect. Don't expect it to drop from the sky. God gave you friends but it is your own effort to maintain the friendship. So let's all start to learn how to KEEP A SECRET! :P

心墙

一个人　眺望碧海和蓝天　
在心里面　那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越　
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝　因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远　
不计画太多　反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天　快乐地看每一天　Wooh～
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解　
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙　但我发现一扇窗　
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙　我的爱会攀上窗台盛放　
打开窗你会看到悲伤
融化你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

美梦别成真 让我梦醒不留疤痕

暗恋的明灯 一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想像的情人 永远 保温
美梦别成真 让我梦到忘记疑问
寂寞就想想 那盏天灯 那指纹
怀念没有吻过的嘴唇
想像没有说过的永恒
错过纠缠不清的凌晨
逃过幻觉破灭的黄昏

到满脸皱纹 那场回忆比相恋逼真
曾经有一个人 燃烧过 一夜的青春

暗恋的明灯 一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想像的情人 永远 保温
美梦别成真 让我梦醒不留疤痕
我的天空里 有他眼神 他体温

对与错只是一线之差

我们常分不清对与错，因为它们只是一线之差。某些时候我们认为是对的事，在别人眼里也许是错的。那么我们要怎么分辨对与错呢？我觉得只要我们做的每一件事都对得起良心，那就OK吧。除非你的良心被狗吃了，否则应该不会犯下大错。有时侯我们也要考虑到别人的感受及后果。不要因为个人的冲动而影响到别人。我是属于冲动行的，常会不小心得罪人。自己已经在慢慢改进了。希望让自己成为一个更好的人。

最简单就是最幸福的事

人有时想得太复杂了。其实看开一点会比较快乐。有许多事只要把它想得简单一点也许会是最幸福的。比如喜欢一个人就应该希望他幸福。与其去想尽办法要去得到他，何不祝福他得到幸福呢。如果你曾经做错一件事，不要只想着责怪自己，应该好好反省自己那里做错了，然后改过。其实我也好想简简单单的过生活。简单就是快乐吧！

我要快乐

我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐 我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了 伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声 听了都不冷

命运能不能对我好一点???

我觉得命运常跟我开玩笑。特别是缘分。为什么总是让我遇上不能爱的男生？既然不能相恋，那么就不要让我们相遇。我累了。已经开始想放弃寻找另一半了。其实一个人开心的生活也不错吧。我发现原来喜欢一个人好累。特别是喜欢上不该喜欢的人。我虽然表面上很坚强，但内心是脆弱的。我经不起失败与挫折。所以我选择逃避。因为现实是残忍的，逃避会让自比较快乐。希望命运能对我好一点，让我找到属于自己的幸福。

Busy Busy

Haiz, it's been a super busy week for me after returning to work. I have been given a new task to assist with the Monthly Report to the Group Management Team and the deadline is this week. Since Monday, I have been busy checking the monthly production numbers of countries such as China, Vietnam & Indonesia. It's a challenging task especially with China cause I have to write & speak with them in Chinese. Speaking is not an issue for me but writing is a bit tough cause the terms used are a bit different. I discovered that my written Chinese has improved over these few days due to my frequent communications with them. I am also now compiling weekly reports for the Management for the all countries include Singapore & Malaysia. I am facing alot of stress every Monday cause the numbers need to be accurate since they are meant for the Management. But I am taking this chance to learn more since I am given such an important task to accomplish. Hope I can continue to do better in this current job.

Finally Recovered

Yipee, I've finally recovered from a week of sore throat, fever & cough. It's been a terrible week since I've never been so sick in my life. A BIG THANK YOU to friends who sent me their Get Well wishes via FB & SMS, those who constantly remind me to drink more water, those who helped me get lunch when I am too sick to go out and also those who got me green bean soup to reduce the "heat" in my body. I truly appreciate the kindness of all my friends.

I am a SICK GAL again

Gosh, this is the 2nd time in this year that I am falling sick. Think must be I am getting old & weak. I hardly fall sick when I was younger. But when I do fall sick, it gets pretty bad. The last time I got pretty sick was during Chinese New Year. Now I am sick again. I've down with sore throat, fever & cough since Monday. Went to see the doctor on Monday and was given MC for yesterday. Though I was on MC but I went back to office to settle something urgent before going home to rest. My fever was as high as 38.3 degrees on yesterday. Went back to office today but still don't feel good. Went to see the doctor again as I was still having a fever. Was given more medications and another 1.5 days MC to rest cause doctor also worried that I am still having a fever. He said that if I am still not well by Friday, I will have to take a blood test. I hope I can get well soon.

Tiger Beer Bath

Went to Dragonfly for drinks with some friends on last Friday. I haven been there for quite some time and also needed to change my St James card which has expired in April. We couldn't get a table so had to stand at the bar counter. The lucky thing is that the area that we are standing had a pretty good view of the stage. We enjoyed the "live" performances. Everything was pretty cool until me & my friend had a "beer bath". As we were standing at the bar counter, a beer tower toppled while the waiter was trying to carry it and the beer came pouring on us. My friend's back & my left side was drenched with beer. My friend was pretty upset cause we never expect such incident to happen to us. The waiter & manager did try their best to save the situation by offering us tissues to clean ourselves and a free tower of beer. We didn't take the free beer cause we couldn't finish it anyway. It was a fun evening except for going home in a "tiger beer dress".

最幸福的事 - 梁文音

你撑着雨伞 借我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失

泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 流在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
才慢慢认识 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事

勉强是不会幸福的

生命中有许多事不是你想象中那么顺利。我们常会去想为什么自己会那么失败。其实有些事只要尽力去争取就足够了。千万不要让自己有任何遗憾。就算结果不是想象中那么顺利，也不要气馁与失望。要明白一些事是不能勉强的，因为勉强是不会幸福的。何不珍惜曾经所拥有的美好回忆呢？因为这样你才会活得比较快乐。千万不要让自己活在痛苦的回忆中。要勇敢与坚强的度过一生。幸福是掌握在自己手里的。如果你拥有它，那就牢牢的握住。如果失去了也不要遗憾。因为我们还是能继续寻找下一段幸福。愿大家都能找到属于自己的幸福。

Doing Things Their Way

I seriously dun understand people nowadays. There are people who insist that others do things their way and did not even give you a choice to decide whether to do it or not. And when we do it their way, we realized that they themselves never do the same. They say one thing but do another. I am pretty disgusted by such people. I always believe that you earn your own respect from family, friends & colleagues. If you expect people to respect you, then make sure you do what you say. Don't make others do something but you never do it. Then what is the purpose by making others do things your way? Is it just to make use of them? Don't treat others as a tool. We give in cause we respect the person but don't ever betray our trust. I refuse to be treated like a fool and make to do stupid things. No more nonsense cause I am really pissed.

A Fulfilling Weekend

Had quite a fulfilling weekend last week. On Friday, went with some friends to Lot 1 to catch Jolin Tsai but only my frens saw her cause I am too short. We continued with dinner + movie watching at Lot 1. Watched Terminator Salvation this time. It was a pretty exciting movie but I didn't like the cinema cause it's under Shaw and the seats were small compared to Cathay & GV. Don't think I am ever gonna to watch movie there again.

On Saturday, my bro YY organised a day of healthy activities. We started with playing badminton at Sengkang CC. As I have not played for a long time, I had to start learning from basics. It was a pretty fun session as I have not sweat so much except from Hip Hop dance classes. We took turns to play as there were 5 of us playing. After the game, we went over to Anchorvale Swimming Complex to take a shower cause Sengkang CC does not have shower facilities. After that, we went to Compass Point for dinner, followed by bowling at Hougang. It didn't occurred to us that it would be tiring for us to bowl after badminton. We played 3 games and thanks to the "cracky" lanes, I managed to score above 100 for all the 3 games, highest score was 120. I have never played such a good game in my life. As some of my frens expected, I sure write this in my blog. I may not get such good scores again so better write them down. Hahaha.

On Sunday, I woke up with my right arm aching but still managed to go for my Hip Hop class. Finally we were taught something fun & easy. We learnt the dance steps for song "Nobody" by Korean group Wondergirls. The dance was fun & easy to learn and we had so much fun during the class. Look forward to many more such fun dance steps.