Broken Heart

This week is really not my lucky week. I had been trying hard to mend a broken heart for the past 3 months and the wound is slowing healing with my friends’ support and encouragement. Today, I heard a piece of news that opened up the wound again. It feels like adding salt to my wound which is already healing and now it’s bleeding & hurting again. I guess my friend didn’t know that it will hurt me that much by telling me the news. I really don’t know how to describe my feelings. I really hope that he can spare some thoughts for my feelings. Maybe he had no choice. Anyway even if it really happens, I will try my best to manage my emotions and not get him into any trouble. After all I am the one who has done wrong. I thought we could still be good friends but now I really don’t know how to. Anyway my friends always say that I think too much. I shall try to change this habit of mine. Recently the weather is very good for sleeping. I shall sleep early tonight and hope things will get better tomorrow when I wake up.