"Job" as a Friend

I am not sure if its too late but I jus realized that I dun know how to manage friends as good as I manage my bosses. Maybe I should say that I dun know how to be a friend. I feel that it's too stressful for me to manage friends especially the close ones. I was happy last year that I suddenly expanded my circle of friends but I now think it wasn't that good anyway. Maybe I never had so many friends so I really dun know how to manage them. Guess I am not suitable to have so many friends. It's just too stressful for me to manage them. Everything jus seem so emotional. I am both mentally & emotionally tired about all these stuff. Everything seem to hurt everyone's feelings. I try my best to be a good friend but seems like I am not doing a good job. Maybe I should jus quit from this "job" as a friend. Why some people have the hack care attitude while I always get angry over minor things. I am really envious of YY who can always manage his friends well. Maybe he has got the "dun bother so much" attitude which I dun have. Bro, teach me a few good tricks leh. Well, think it's time for me to give up on all these friendship stuff. I should be happy with jus my best fren Abby and few close frens such as Cat, YY & Chee Ming. Some extra friends to keep in touch with would be good but guess it wun hurt much not to have them. Now I jus wanna to do well in my job, make more money and have a good life. The rest ain't that important anymore.