I never like to write cause I always thought that I am not that good with writing. But suddenly today I feel like penning my thoughts down somewhere and I guess this is the best way.
This weekend is the worst i have experienced in my life. I just broke up with my boyfriend of 3+years yesterday. Reason for break up: I don't love him anymore. I suddenly feel that I am very cruel to do this to him. He has been sending me sms to tell me how sorry he is and how he regretted on the things he had done. Really didn't know that his feelings for me are so deep. I should be the one saying sorry to him. It is my decision to end this 3 years relationship. Friends have been telling me that once I made the decision, I should not regret on it. I really didn't know that this will hurt him so much. I must say that I am very selfish. I know he is not taking it that well but I really hope that he can move on with his life. As for me, I will have to manage my life without him and also inform my family about this decision. Guess there are times that we would have to make difficult decisions. I hope that one day I can happily tell everyone that we both have move on with our lives.
Things have been tough for the past few weeks ever since I have made this decision but I must thank all my good friends who have lent a listening ear to all my sorrows & problems. They have been a great help by giving me advices. I have learnt alot and grown alot lately. They have promised to help me move on with my life and I am sure that I can do it with their support.
A BIG THANK YOU to all my friends out there. These coming few weeks are gonna be tough but the lucky thing is that I be going to KL with some of friends on 7 Sept. Hope things will be better by then.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Lost
I never like to write cause I always thought that I am not that good with writing. But suddenly today I feel like penning my thoughts down somewhere and I guess this is the best way.
This weekend is the worst i have experienced in my life. I just broke up with my boyfriend of 3+years yesterday. Reason for break up: I don't love him anymore. I suddenly feel that I am very cruel to do this to him. He has been sending me sms to tell me how sorry he is and how he regretted on the things he had done. Really didn't know that his feelings for me are so deep. I should be the one saying sorry to him. It is my decision to end this 3 years relationship. Friends have been telling me that once I made the decision, I should not regret on it. I really didn't know that this will hurt him so much. I must say that I am very selfish. I know he is not taking it that well but I really hope that he can move on with his life. As for me, I will have to manage my life without him and also inform my family about this decision. Guess there are times that we would have to make difficult decisions. I hope that one day I can happily tell everyone that we both have move on with our lives.
Things have been tough for the past few weeks ever since I have made this decision but I must thank all my good friends who have lent a listening ear to all my sorrows & problems. They have been a great help by giving me advices. I have learnt alot and grown alot lately. They have promised to help me move on with my life and I am sure that I can do it with their support.
A BIG THANK YOU to all my friends out there. These coming few weeks are gonna be tough but the lucky thing is that I be going to KL with some of friends on 7 Sept. Hope things will be better by then.
This weekend is the worst i have experienced in my life. I just broke up with my boyfriend of 3+years yesterday. Reason for break up: I don't love him anymore. I suddenly feel that I am very cruel to do this to him. He has been sending me sms to tell me how sorry he is and how he regretted on the things he had done. Really didn't know that his feelings for me are so deep. I should be the one saying sorry to him. It is my decision to end this 3 years relationship. Friends have been telling me that once I made the decision, I should not regret on it. I really didn't know that this will hurt him so much. I must say that I am very selfish. I know he is not taking it that well but I really hope that he can move on with his life. As for me, I will have to manage my life without him and also inform my family about this decision. Guess there are times that we would have to make difficult decisions. I hope that one day I can happily tell everyone that we both have move on with our lives.
Things have been tough for the past few weeks ever since I have made this decision but I must thank all my good friends who have lent a listening ear to all my sorrows & problems. They have been a great help by giving me advices. I have learnt alot and grown alot lately. They have promised to help me move on with my life and I am sure that I can do it with their support.
A BIG THANK YOU to all my friends out there. These coming few weeks are gonna be tough but the lucky thing is that I be going to KL with some of friends on 7 Sept. Hope things will be better by then.
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